He appears before me;
Cloaked in aubergine.
Meters of spun cloth;
Cut, creased, and tapered;
To say forked things.
A diatribe in soliloquy;
Sounds all the more convincing.
I once stood as he;
Bespoke, bold, beautiful,
Undeterred by truth,
And followed him confidently;
To salvation, to perdition;
Happier either way;
Than where I stand.
Stripped, shrinking, ugly,
Marred by knowing;
That the tailor’s marks are temporary;
That the cloth will be unfit;
That I could never afford,
But borrowed things.
That I am ill-suited;
For his desires;
For his promises.
For his words;
They offer all,
And nothing.
(c) J. Manuel